People talking without speaking, hearing without listening

My very first post. Did this out of boredom and frustration cos exams are so near. Yes, I should be studying though.

Hello darkness my old friend, I've come to talk with you again

This sem has been drastically different for me. I wouldn't say whether it is better or worse. I've become more independent, traversing the spines alone more, thinking more, talking less. I miss my friends from sem 1.

I think I enjoy being alone as I grow older. This is getting worrying.
Could it be the lack of opportunities to talk and interact? Or is the world getting busier? Or is it me.

I always prided myself on the ability to remain postive amidst tough times, somehow this sem has weakened this resolve of mine. I am a little vulnerable now, though I know I should never think this way.

I wish I were stronger.

I wish I were more than this.

What dreams have I chased to come so far?

People writing songs, that voices never shared, no one did