Saturday, July 25, 2009

always, sometimes, never

I always:
-like to travel
-like to read
-like cookies and cream
-like to feel loved
-like to think that im funny
-wish I were fatter
-like a nice hug
-wish I had perfect eyesight
-love talking to old friends

I sometimes:
-wish I never read those romance novels
-wish it wasn’t so close to heart
-wish I could make everything better
-wish for a little snow
-wish I were in an entirely different place

I never:
-like quarrels
-like feeling alone
-want to grow old
- liked never

About one more month before I officially start work.... I hope for many things, and I am hopeful... hopefully :)


Thursday, July 23, 2009

Vegas Skies - The Cab

Its twelve o clock and I need your attention
Its like the alcohol making my head spin
Send me the one the room is a bottle
Keeping me hopeless til I wake tomorrow

And if tonight ever makes a difference
The way that I feel the way that Ill remember it
Ill take this down until the glass remains
Swallow the words that I was meant to say

Its a long drive back to Vegas skies
So I dont, I make one more wrong turn tonight so

Say goodnight our first goodbye
Ive only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
Well stop the clock together
And know that the timing was right

All of these guards they stand tall and defensive
Putting up walls around what was once innocent
It wont let me in but Im stronger than that
Cuz you stole my eyes and Ill never look back

Girl last night I forgot to mention
The way that I feel the way that Ill remember this
When were this young we have nothing to lose
it is just a clock to beat and a hand to choose

Its a long drive back to Vegas skies
So I dont, I make one more wrong turn tonight so

Say goodnight our first goodbye
Ive only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
Well stop the clock together
And know that the timing was right

Its a long way down
Just fall into place and youll fall into me
Well make it out youll see

So say goodnight our first goodbye
Ive only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
Well stop the clock together

And say goodnight our first goodbye
Ive only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
Well stop the clock together
And know that the timing was right

Friday, July 17, 2009

Crying

Today at 245 am in the morning, I woke up to find myself crying.

And I remember the dream, because I decided to write it down, knowing that I would forget when morning comes. 

So here it goes.. 

It was a meeting with people I don't know. They were all G's friends. The seating arrangement is as such: 

Don't ask me why. I have no idea.. Haha.. Anyway the next scene was one where we were rushed into a hospital. I think something in the food stopped both G and my heart. 

We had puffy faces and the docs were trying to revive both of us. All this time I was aware of what is happening, probably because I was already dead. The doc managed to revive G but not me. 

On the way out of the hospital door (as a spirit), I saw Ex standing at the corridor. Somehow, she could see me, and I said, "Take care of G." She nodded in reply. 

I carried on walking and next I was in this river place. I was drowning/swimming AND was being hunted for organ harvesting.(???)

This is such a morbid dream. But yeah, I guess I cried cos I died. 

Sunday, July 12, 2009

So...

I hate waiting. 

Monday, July 6, 2009

Bicycles.

Today I shall blog about bicycles, or rather, an incident regarding bicycles. 

When I was still in philly, me and G decided to bike around philly because there was the Schuykill River trail near Jan's place and our initial biking attempt at Burke-Gilman's was unsuccessful. 

So Jan had already left for school, and she told me the day before that she would leave a note with the necessary details we needed along with the keys to the bicycle locks. 

Here is where the story begins. 

We spent half an hour searching around the house for the note and when I was about to give up (giving up is an euphemism), I saw it lying discreetly on the table (which was pretty occupied ;)). The keys to the bicycle locks were also there. 

So yayness, and I happily proceeded to the back of the house to check out the locks and prepare to embark on our journey.

There are 3 bikes, 1 of which Jan uses and is easily identifiable because it is not the "pro" type. The other 2 bikes are identical, one of which G is supposed to use. And on each bike there are 2 bike locks (A & B). 

So next we tried to unlock lock A and the key actually fit well, BUT we couldn't turn the lock. After 20 minutes of trying, both of us were feeling rather pissed because we were already late and behind time for our biking trip. 

So being the smart me and queen of google (:P), I went up again to use jan's lappy and tried all means to find out how to unlock a Kryptonite lock. I found some youtube videos and pointed out to G that you're supposed to do this little push into the lock and its supposed to work. 

We went down again and tried but it was unsuccessful. This time round, G was fuming mad and it was the first time I heard/seen him use a string of colourful language (I suppose compliments from the army). 

So exasperated as I am, I told him I'd try one last time to see what I can get from the Internet, while he did his part too. G grudgingly agreed and I went upstairs. The Internet search wasn't helpful and I was prepared to change our day plan. 

So what I was expecting when I came down the stairs was a hardworking G working at the locks. BUT guess what I saw!! Haha.. G eating his Ben n Jerrys....... 

In the end we did get to bike because Jan finally called us back when her school ended, and that was when we knew that...... the key was supposed to fit lock B of bike 2. HAHAHAH. 

I realise this story turned out to be longer than I anticipated, thank you for reading. :P

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

What Do You Want To Do.......

Before you work forever? 

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I'm really bored at home. But I'm glad the quarantine is almost over... Then again, what should I do...

Some of my friends have already started working, some are like me, waiting for work to start while others are still waiting for school to start...

I still feel like studying... I don't feel excited to work... It's kinda sad.

Oh well, on a brighter note, I have 2 weddings to attend for the rest of the year! One will be next saturday, and the other will be for one of my dearest thinkies' wedding. I just love the whole wedding/marriage theme, I think I'm a romantic at heart. Haha!  :)