Choke

So I went running, I wanted to get things out of my system.

But it didn't seem to work. I was reminded of the little things.

How could it be?
It's been so long.

These days, I am half-hearted in the things I do, I am distracted, I am unsatisfied.

I need something new. I need a new me. I want a new me.
And you need to go. I need to let go.

sunset glow

Once in a while, I stop and think.

It could be when I am making my way to the station, or when I am in the midst of reading a sentence on my textbook.

I don't know how to pick up the pieces. I think we are trying, I know you're trying. But it doesn't feel the same.. Is it me? Sometimes I think so. But I don't know how to go back..

I also think about B sometimes, just to reassess my own feelings.

I think it is half truth when they say that even when love is not reciprocated, its value is to inspire you. The inspiration spurs you on for a short while, but after that, the light dims and it is dark again.

I guess this is why you keep falling in (and out of) love.. Never mind the occasional darkness, walk on still, as there will soon be light.

Oh, where were you?

... and Henry leans over and carefully embraces me. I feel his stubble against my cheek and I am rubbed raw, not on my skin but deep in me, a wound opens and Henry's face is wet but with whose tears?

Excerpt from:
The Time Traveler's Wife

I am taking a break from accounting hell. Read: Advanced Financial Accounting

I just wanted to share this website:

http://waiterrant.net/

It is extremely entertaining.

And HEROES IS SO GOOD. Somehow, I always find the time to watch plenty of shows during exam period.

Haha.