Me myself and I

I don't want to hear anything that is negative.

I don't want to hear that I am crazy.

I do not know if I will get INSTEP.

But I know that at least I've tried.

I know it is hard, but I will do my best. Jiayou, dia! : )

It is a Thursday

I am supposed to be preparing for my 230 tutorial, but since there are more than 20 discussion questions, and I won't be able to prepare in time, I've decided to blog instead.

There is something very wrong with me.

I am in a constant sian mood.

And the worst thing?

I can't figure out why.

Youll remember me when the west wind moves
Upon the fields of barley
Youll forget the sun in his jealous sky
As we walk in the fields of gold

So she took her love
For to gaze awhile
Upon the fields of barley
In his arms she fell as her hair came down
Among the fields of gold

11:44

I feel like shit.

That's all I came up with for 8 whole minutes. But I guess it sums up pretty nicely.

Sigh

I just realise that, even if I get a 5.0 this semester, my cgpa will be 4.49.

Wth.

>.<

Forever - Carole King

Now and Forever
You were a part of me
And the memory cuts like a knife
Didn't we find the ecstasy
Didn't we share the daylight
When you walked into my life
Now and forever I will remember
All the promises still unbroken
And think about all the words between us
The never needed to be spoken

We had a moment
Just one moment
That will last beyond a dream, beyond a lifetime
We are the lucky ones
Some people never get to do
All we got to do
Now and forever
I will always think of you

Didn't we come together
Didn't we live together
Didn't we cry together
Didn't we play together
Didn't we love together
And together we lit up the world

I miss the tears
I miss the laughter
I miss the day we met and all that followed after
Sometimes I wish I could always be with you
The way we used to do
Now and forever
I will always think of you
Now and forever
I will always be with you

Just being sentimental. :)

Time for a breather

It's been a crazy summer, with me busying with my internship, an overseas engagement, and then hall camp.

I just came home from my hall bash, its been tiring, cos I've only had around 2 hrs of sleep yesterday, so I shall make this entry short (and random, since my mind is not really organised now).

From the conversation with Zac today, I think I very well may try for exchange again. It is probably going to be one of my toughest sems, taking the killer modules, and working through the semester without Shing, Manda and Zac.. I am apprehensive, but still hopeful. First class honours! :)

Hall camp never felt quite the same, most of the time, I find myself thinking of the past, picturing the wide-eyed freshman I was two years ago. I still feel lucky to have my great buddies around me, the people who were freshmen like me once upon a time, and I am very grateful for the friendship that has blossomed along the way.

Dia must remember to cherish her last year! I've always said that cherish is such a difficult word to define, and even more difficult to put into action.

In any case, I've enjoyed myself these days, even though most of the time I was with the seniors. It was.. I would say, very special to me.

I told you it would be random and disorganised. :) Bed time now.